"Got my head in the clouds but my feet are on ground"
Ever since I bought "The Hidden Power of Dreams" by Dr. Robin Royston & Annie Humpries, I have been having weird dreams. I have been having different weird dreams for 6 straight days without fail. Yet only when I sleep at night not so much during my afternoon naps.
For the first night of dreams was incredibly intense and lucid. Possibly 5 different dreams at one night yet maybe interconnected. You ever have dream where you are at one place then when you turn around, you are at completely different place? In the entire dream I did not recognize anyone in my dream except for my red sage. Briefly the dream consisted of my 5 dream friends who borrowed my car to party, one of them looked like Bradley Cooper with a beard.
Then I was looking at house, not like any other house I have ever seen. Imagine a house at the edge of a dark cliff but was not connected to the shore. It stood alone maybe 100 meters from the shore like a tower on its own island. The building was mixed of 3 different building meshed up together half barn, half apartment and half light house. It also had a small grassy field on the middle floor. I can't remember how many floors there were but it was pretty tall.
To conclude it there were vampires, nerf guns, real guns, my dream wife, and my dream son. Actually now that I recall there is another part of that dream. I was walking down a street which i recall was in london during winter time. I held my friend's hand to get her out of there from something terrible. There was also a beautiful sunset in the dream.
The next dream I was eating pizza with the same friend from london in the other dream. The dream was pretty simple, I recognized the pizza was from the restaurant "Pizza Vs Satay". It was the satay pizza I couldn't finish my pizza and my friend just stared at me with shock in her eyes.
The next few dreams, I can't really recall. The dreams were far to messy but I still remember that there were definitely dreams. Last night's dream was a nightmare.
I would never usually have any dreams. I usually have nightmares and sometimes its not the usually nightmares people normally have. Yet the result would be the same elevated heart beat and tears. There is always that moment that you can't really tell the difference from the dream to the reality.
They that home is where the heart is, even though that does not have really much to do with what I have to say it is more or less connected. Well My lil bro is at my granma's house and two young ladies went out with their frens. So it was just my parents, baby sis and I for buka. My mother and I realised how boring it was. It was quiet and I do certainly like quiet. Yet, I can not imagine life without the mess and loudness of my family. All the stupid jokes and foolhardiness that my family is based on. Lucky is the word or maybe it was destined for my father to be a horny man and make ton of us exist today. Would not have it any other way. I better remember that I wrote this because I would probably regret this when I start arguing with the lot.
Another interesting thing my cousin said. Completely a different topic with the one above. Being single is like being on the mainland it is loud, crazy, filled with people all looking for their own high. Yet when your in a relationship you are own this island just you and that person alone. It is wonderful, relaxing, comfortable and you do not need anyone on your island. Sometimes the island might get a really terrible thunderstorms and sometimes monsoons that never seem to end. If you can not make up and eventually have to break up. You might realize that actually you are own island alone. You just have to remember to come back to the mainland because you are still alive and making it on the mainland. You have to go back and don't worry there are a lot of islands for you to visit still. Do not compare the new island because every island is beautiful, unique in its own way individually. Food for thought are you still own that island or are back on the mainland?
im only hurting myself. No one else but me. And my sick mind, i dont want to stop myself. I rather feel, then feel nothing at all. Is there a solution? Can I change?
I was dreaming of the past.
And my heart was beating fast,
I began to lose control,
I began to lose control,
I didn't mean to hurt you,
I'm sorry that I mad you cry,
I didn't want to hurt you,
I'm just a jealous guy,
I was feeling insecure,
You might not love me any more,
I was shivering inside,
I was shivering inside,
I was trying to catch your eyes,
Thought that you were trying to hide,
I was swallowing my pain,
I was swallowing my pain.
lennon
would anybody... all things must pass. I should have been born at a different time maybe. Yet this age is not so bad. Cant have everything in life soooo why complain. Feels good to type again. Fucked up. Be yourself. Good luck. the only thing that makes a difference is that everything is in a balance the way it is. So keep with it. bye good nite sorry for the randomness.
There are places I remember All my life though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places had their moments With lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living I n my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers There is no one compares with you And these memories lose their meaning When I think of love as something new Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more
I noe, i noe i crazy about the beatles anyways...SO it has been known to me JOHN LENNON"S FAVOURITE NUMBER IS 9 hahahahahh I love the number 9! The best number ever. These are the moment when i feel that i believe in destiny! So two new things came in release is there new remastered beatles album! NOT OnLy THAT THE BEATLES ROCKBAND! ALL released 9.9.09
Hahahah these were the most epic of all epic tv show wen i was kid lol. Back then u cud get high just by watching cartoons every saturday..damm life was real good back then. Really nice to watch all this shit agian. Im sorry jake im gonna post more videos my bad.
